"Sword" ||| [Riful]

Memory: ( Fighting Alica and Beth; watching Dauf die and then dying herself )

WHAT SHE GETS:

--ahahahah oh jesus christ
--THIS IS ONE OF THE LONGEST MEMORIES IN HER REGISTRY GUYS
--.... oh ...
--EVERYTHING IS TERRIBLE
--what. WHAT. WHAT.
--EVERYTHING IS TERRIBLE
--..... she died ....
--and ... so did the hot moron ...
--she wouldn't leave him, even when he begged her to
--I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO SCARED IN MY LIFE AND THEN I DIED
--I DIED!!!!!!
--what the fuck, what are these things ... DS&Y#IOAAR&YSEJKH HOW CAN THEY FUCKING EAT ME
--oh my god Dauf ... you should have tried to get away
--welp the organization sure is dedicated to being fucking fantastically monstrous beyond even my expectations aren't they

WHAT THIS MEANS:

+500 gutpunches yay
+50 IF YOU GET YOURSELF HURT FOR ME I AM BREAKING UP WITH YOU!
+100 I hate everything
+60 what am I even doing
+60 I will kill her, I will find a way to kill that bitch, I will not rest until I see her destroyed
+30 ALL THE EMOTIONAL TURMOIL, ALL OF IT
+10 haha wow she sure picked a good time to get jostled enough in the emotions to have difficulty controlling her responses to them
+AND THEN, RIFUL WAS CATATONIC FOR AN ENTIRE IC DAY.

NOTES:

I THINK THIS MEMORY IS SHAREABLE AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THAT'S TERRIBLE

MEMORY: ( Awakening for the first time )

In sum, at last for the next few days ICly:

+300 physicality
+100 "hello, i'm your monster, love me"
+80 sex drive
+50 random violence for a couple days (including but not limited to: backhands, snapping necks if it's annoying or distasteful enough - LET ME KNOW IF YOU WANT TO RISK THAT)
+30 trolling tendencies
+10 desire to get the rest of her back.

Some of these effects will fade as the intensity of the memory fades, and she'll go back to just being good old Riful who lazes around and doesn't really do anything much except troll and kill things for fun and eat and sleep, but right now: CONTACT HIGH, EVERYBODY WATCH OUT. When she Awakened in canon she was actually so revved up by it she slaughtered nearly the entire Organization before calming down and probably going to sleep.

This is just the memory, there's sensations and drives missing, and she's got monsters to kill to work off a lot of the excess steam, but nevertheless. TAKE THE WARNING SERIOUSLY. It'll be fine if you don't want anything to happen - just, hey, comment here if you do, and we'll work something out.

SKILL ONE: ( COMBAT EXPERIENCE of the kind expected of a former Claymore #1 )

SKILL TWO: ( Regenerating from massive damage (UP TO A POINT) )

Memory: ( Torturing Katea, Jean, and the other Claymores until they Awakened )

WHAT THIS MEANS:

+50 idle torture tendencies
+50 DO NOT KNOW IF WANT re: being somebody's "tool" anymore ... but I guess I'm okay with it for now, I was okay with it when it was a road to self-improvement the last time too, this method deserves the same fair shake I gave that one
+50 will kill shit if it looks like the best option
+30 maiming makes people stronger if you know they'll survive long enough ...?
+30 lack of empathy for other people's discomfort
+20 already planned to get stronger, sup, good to know I can/did/will again
+10 total lack of bodily shame - new environment, new rules, I DON'T MIND??? but .... hnnnngh riful + body ... is an essay I should write ....
+10 weird sociopathically maternal affection for all Claymores that translates to guaranteed stalking if any show up in Aather
+10 "you're dumb but you're cute; now punch me and i'll take you home ♥"
+100 UNSAFETY